Wednesday, September 27, 2006

According to the Prophet Jan Carlo

I have, again, been oblivious with my blog. I have to post something now. So here it is - a prophecy:
Ye, Filipinos, shall despair. Thy self-proclaimed, not to mention grotesquely ugly, hero shall fall before one of the Mexicans he has been assassinating. He then shall lose his commercial endorsements, singing contract (which he doesn’t deserve!), bragging rights, and, thank God, his fantasies of being a drop-dead gorgeous guy, which is the opposite of what he really is!

Oh Fate! Please don’t let me be a false prophet. I want all this torment to end. Just recently, I heard from the news that Morales is sure that he will win his third match with Manny Pacquiao. He did sound like the arrogant bastard that he is. But I do hope he has palabra de honor. I have this feeling that Manny will lose this time. I can’t wait to witness the chain of consequences after his defeat.

I don’t want to see him in ice cream (”O mga bata, mirinda na!”) and fast food commercials (“Papara-Pacquiao!”) ‘coz it curbs my appetite!

I don’t want to hear another “Ixtrem Magec Seng” song from him ‘coz it forces me to waste time in changing channels until that commercial ends.

I don’t want to see him working out shirtless with his sons in another vinegar commercial ‘coz it’s simply disgusting (and corny)!

I don’t want to see his wife endorsing ointments just ‘coz she’s Manny’s woman!

And I don’t want to see him trying so hard to speak in fluent English to impress people in press conferences ‘coz it insults me as a Filipino! If he finds English hard, why can’t he be just like Erik Morales who speaks in his own language in front of the international public with an interpreter?

Monday, August 28, 2006

Intelligent Design

Below was my reflection paper for my Philosophy of Religion class. The teacher asked each of us to pick one of the pro-God arguments, fully explain it and relate it with us and our God. The candidate arguments are: religious experience, cosmological, ontological, teleological, and Pascal's wager. As explained in the paper, I chose the teleological argument or argument from design. I just realized, after rereading it after it was graded and returned, that the fourth paragraph was unnecessarily lengthy. It explains why it's implausible to think that the universe was created out of chance or random combination. I was just making sure that this claim would be totally refuted so that the intelligent design argument can easily be defended. *sigh* Whatever. The important thing is the paper was marked with a satisfying grade. :)

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INTELLIGENT DESIGN

Before, it was called creationism. Religious groups, especially the Christian ones, pleaded with their secular governments to include this argument in educational curriculums. However, this argument was deemed not exactly as an argument, a logical argument that is, but a spiritual belief. And basically, spirits or souls and the like are banned by law to be formally taught in schools unless these schools or the state itself is sectarian. Besides, creationism as a theory is incompatible with Darwin’s scientifically acknowledged and widely accepted theory of evolution. Thus, it is not appropriate for both arguments to be preached alongside with each other.

Not long ago, I have encountered an online article about intelligent design, which sounded scientific and interesting to me. But as I was reading it, I discovered that intelligent design was just creationism renamed. The coining of the new name was an attempt to make creationism appear philosophical and scholastic so it may be acceptable for inclusion in the secular curriculum. But it was a futile attempt. Whether it is creationism or intelligent design, it still points to the belief that God created the universe.

Intelligent design, also called the teleological or design argument, states that man, nature, the world, and the rest of the universe, with all their harmonious intricacies, must have been purposely “designed” and created by an intelligent being. The body’s different organs working in unison, an ecosystem where various organisms are interdependent together with the environment, and the fact that no two or more inanimate planets are placed in a single orbit are just some of the fascinating phenomena operating with uncanny patterns and elaborate mechanisms. The teleological argument explains that these detailed arrangements in nature are possible only with an “intelligent purposing mind” that planned and created them. Since this intelligence is responsible for the existence and behavior of everything in the universe, it must then be the most superior intelligence belonging to the most powerful being above all. And this being is God.

Suppose that you have never seen a watch. One day, you saw one on the ground and picked it up. You observed that they were made of glass and metals, which are materials familiar to you. You saw the two main hands pointing at two of the 12 numbers around them. You later discovered that it was a device that tells time. You pried the watch’s back open and were amazed by the different tiny components. You inspected how these minute parts work together so that the hands point at the right numbers at the right duration to refer to the exact time of the day. You then wonder how this very complex object came to be. Since every component of the watch is inanimate, they could have not possibly come together and arranged themselves to form this time-telling device. Perhaps these components did come together and were assembled, not by their own will however, but by coincidence. Out of the innumerable possible combinations of different metals, glasses, ink (for printing the numbers), and other materials, one of them has successfully produced the watch and its intricate mechanism to serve its purpose. But such process would take billions or even more years to take place. Furthermore, such process only produced this single watch along with the other rejected combinations that eventually ceased to exist since none of them served a purpose. In this case, each object in the universe was a product of random combination; that among the countless combinations, only those that have purpose can be allowed to exist. By the law of probability however, if everything in the universe was a result of random combination, then the number of all combinations of atoms made to accidentally create the present universe must have been much, much greater than the already incalculable number of all existing objects in the universe. Furthermore, the occurrence of these relatively few successful combinations, which resulted to the existing universe, has an extremely low probability. For these successful combinations to certainly exist, infinite time should be given for all the innumerable random combinations to take place. But infinity is implausible. The finite number of all existing objects must have been created within a finite time.

After that lengthy analysis, you then conclude that the watch that you just picked up could’ve not been accidentally created by pure chance. The only feasible explanation is that the watch must’ve had a maker. Only another intelligent being could be the reason behind the watch’s existence, its intricate characteristics, and its purpose. Maybe you have not met the watchmaker and seen how it was created. But you can be certain that at some time and some place, the watch was being directly created by an intelligent watchmaker, who didn’t have to tediously try all arbitrary combinations.

Similarly, the universe must have had a maker. Man alone is made up of clever mechanisms to survive and protect himself. The Earth itself contains numerous systems in natural phenomena, such as in the change of seasons or the process of producing rain. The rest of the universe moves in an organized manner such that collision of heavenly bodies is at least minimized, if not completely prevented. The existence and synchronization of everything there is can not be possible with utter randomness. Only power and will can create an object out of nothing and stir up events. Only intelligence can devise the intricacies of the harmonious universe. Only goodness and love can decide the Earth’s purpose, which is to support human life. This power and will, intelligence, and goodness and love can only belong to an existing being – God.

Having a sceptic disposition, I was not satisfied with a faith based on sheer dogma. I was more comfortable with owning beliefs and convictions that I can rationally defend. Seeking a logical argument as a strong foundation for my faith in God was difficult. I can easily think of refuting replies to all the arguments, which I have so far encountered, for His existence, except one – the design argument or intelligent design.

I thought at first that intelligent design was no match for the evolution theory. The idea of man as a result of evolution brought about by the need to adapt to the changing environment is more comprehensible, and thus more acceptable, than the belief that an unseen creator crafted man and everything else out of void. It was mentioned in the aforementioned online article that even the Roman Catholic Church favoured evolution over creationism in formal education. Now as a follower of that church, how can I defend the Genesis? In the first place, how the Bible stories and revelations happened is much less essential than the message they imply. As my church preaches, the Bible should not be taken as a history book that must correspond with reality. Instead, as mushy as it sounds, it should be taken as compiled love letters from God expressed in symbols and riddles. The story of Creation was simply a figurative way of saying that God made everything out of purpose and love. Perhaps what actually happened was that God indirectly created man by altering the environment of selected monkeys so that they were forced to “mutate” into intelligent, less-hairy primates that could stand straight. Evolution itself must also be part of God’s design.

I remember a religion teacher back in high school saying that there should be no conflict between science and religion. Science tells how, while religion tells who, she said. Maybe it’s supposed to stay that way. The belief in a Creator is something spiritual that should not be introduced as something logical in academics. Perhaps I have been wasting ‘thinking time’ for seeking a rational explanation for God’s existence. Human intelligence is limited. Therefore, it may be unsound to use logic from our limited minds to measure and confine the immeasurable and unlimited God with finite characteristics. Maybe, just maybe, God also designed human intelligence to be limited. This way, belief in Him would be based not solely on safe, rigid logic but on mysterious, intuitive trust, which what true faith is.

Monday, August 07, 2006

Paris Hilton's Vow of Celibacy

Only for a year however.

A while after the Stupid Girls blog where I maligned Paris Hilton as if I really knew everything about her, I've been bumping into a few pieces of news from TV and online about Paris' morally upright side. The first one I've encountered was on ET, where she was shown spending time with a devoted fan who had cancer. She said that it felt great helping one of her fans fulfil her dream. Another one was not actually a display of charity, but an implication from her previous controversial relationship with a guy also named Paris. I'm not sure if this was just one of the reasons or the sole reason that Paris Hilton broke up with Paris. All I heard was that she was enraged after discovering, during a dinner meeting or something with her then boyfriend's family, that he has not told his family about their relationship even if they have been together for a long time. It seemed to me that Hilton was expecting a formal relationship where families of both parties are aware of it.

What did I learn from this? A person's whole character should not be judged just by particular/selected things that he did or is doing. It's trite, but I fail to consider it when it comes to dealing with people. At first, all I heard about Paris Hilton is her sluttishness in One Night in Paris porn vid and her stupidity and high-maintenance lifestyle in The Simple Life. Aside from that, I did not care about knowing her beyond that. And that was wrong. This human being has a lot more than that. First impressions do last. But they should not be allowed to last forever.

So below is another 'good news' about Paris Hilton. Yes, a one-year vow of no-sex-but-just-kissing may not make Paris a saint. But at least she did something based on personal ethics. It showed that she's not all about sex. She has a cognitive mind that can develop a strategy to determine whether her current boyfriend loves her or is just looking for sexual experience from the Paris Hilton. She's not stupid after all.

WTF?! Paris Preaches Abstinence

(URL: http://news.yahoo.com/s/eo/20060805/en_celeb_eo/19688)

By Natalie Finn Fri Aug 4, 10:12 PM ET

There's a Hilton that won't be checking in any overnight guests this year.

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Paris Hilton--yes, that Paris Hilton--has sworn off sex. For 12 months, anyway.

In an interview for the September issue of British GQ, the star whose oeuvre includes The Simple Life and One Night in Paris set out to dispel rumors that she's a sure thing when it comes to taking relationships to that next level.

"People think I sleep with everyone, but I'm not like that," Hilton told the magazine. "Kissing is all I do.

"I'm not having sex for a year. I've decided...I'll kiss, but nothing else."

The hotel heiress, who seems to change boyfriends faster than shoes, appears excited about the effect her vow of chastity could have on her personal life.

"The reason so many of my relationships don't work is guys are like, 'Hey, what's going on? It's been like four months and I'm only getting a kiss here,' " said Hilton, who was partying with on-again love interest Stavros Niarchos on Sean "Diddy" Combs' yacht this week after attending the rap mogul's annual White Party at the Nikki Beach Club in Saint-Tropez.

While there's no word on what Niarchos has to say about Hilton's new resolution, she sounded as if there's some method to her madness--she has thought this one over and knows exactly what she's doing.

"I feel good about it," the 25-year-old told GQ. "I like the way guys so crazy when they can't have sex with you. If he can't have you, he stays interested. The moment he has you, he's gone. Unless he is really in love with you."

She went on to say that, as far as she knows, she only plans to walk down the aisle once and that, when she goes on dates, she prefers to be treated "like a princess."

As Hilton tones down the sex, her doppelganger is upping the salacious quotient. Professional Paris look-alike Natalie Reid is giving Playboy readers an eyeful in the September issue. Hilton herself says that she has been turning down offers to disrobe for the men's magazine since she was 17.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Oblivion Part 2

I'm back soon, as vowed by me.

So a while after that BlueVoice blog, I was planning to post about the brief change in our group's independent practicum project and about Manny Pacquiao's win (again!) and how much I hated him even more. But it seemed I did not find the timing, or right mood, to blog about it. Perhaps I was too worried of academic concerns and school duties.

Oh by the way, I was "appointed" the president of our sub-department. Appointed, huh? A president should be elected. Then the elected president 'appoints' people to be members of his cabinet. Whatever... I don't even have a cabinet. Just the rest of the officers. It's a good thing that I get along with them easily. Just last Monday, we had a meeting and discussed the annual acquaintance party, which will be held after all. At first, I planned not to have one because it really doesn't serve its purpose and is expensive. But then I realized from the other officers that many (probably most) of the AICG students are looking forward to an acquaintance party so they can get to meet, and perhaps welcome, the first years. I hope this hospitality is genuine.

So I should be moving on to the two things I should've blogged about ages ago.

First about our project. After contemplating on BlueVoice, we decided to look for another proposal. Honestly, I forgot our reasons for dropping BlueVoice. Maybe because it was risky and expensive. So anyway, we were debating on Game of the Generals with higher AI, or Source Code Similarity Detection. I was more inclined to the latter, but the other two were more interested with the game. Even though there was a majority, we still decided to seek for the moderator's recommendation. And she preferred the Source Code Similarity Detection. Victory for me! But it was useless victory shortly afterwards. When we had a consultation for our supposed-to-be-adviser for the source code thingy, he revealed to us that a better existing system, called MOSS (Measure of Software Similarity), is free after all. We thought it was charging. So we had to drop it. No significance, no approval, no project.

We looked into the BlueVoice idea again. We were able to discuss it with a faculty member, who then suggested that it can be worth a project. So we built on that idea, prepared the first draft, and slightly changed its name, to BlueTalk. The moderator said that it can be promising. Only a few things were required to be revised in our drafts. Now, we are working on the final draft of our proposal. Hopefully, it's on its way to full approval.

I'm not in the mood to lambaste Pacman right now. Besides, it would take a lot of words that I can separate them to another post. And that's what I'll do...

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Oblivion

Wow. The start of my (hopefully) final year in AdZU was a humongous pain in the ASS that kept me from wasting time on blogging. Well, actually, my layouting "duties" in the college magazine was the royal burden, which cut majorly into my academic and family life. The poky office PC and late articles just made everything worse. At least just last Wednesday, I finally got rid of the printout dummy and CD contaning the Corel file and all the fonts we have in the Beacon PC and sent them to the printing press miles away from here. No major layouting for the next few months...

My problem now is catching up with my studies. So far, I still haven't opened and tested any of the GL files I have ALREADY downloaded ages ago. The same thing with the assembly codes for another class. But I'm more interested with the former. Assembly... is... no words can contain my frustration with it. This primitive computer language is so far the hardest to learn. It has the weirdest syntax and function words, like MOV, INT (w/c usually is a data type in other languages), ah, al, ax, bl, dx, LEA (who the hell is she anyway?!), and other blah blah blah.

I have to pause here. Firefox said that it needs to restart the PC for updating, my Dad is asking me to cook breakfast, and I can't wait to savor another cup of coffee. I'll post soon... ^_^

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

BlueVoice It Is

The three paths seeking a final project have finally met at an intersection. And at the crossroads was BlueVoice, as coined by one of the group mempers. This project that the three of us will attempt to successfully develop is a mobile application that, if installed on both cellphones, would enable the two users to talk with each other through bluetooth - for free! But the distance is limited however. I've heard that the latest bluetooth technology can wirelessly connect phones that are up to 100 meters away from each other. That's not bad. But it is definitely expensive.

We can test it, however, with the available cellphones that have a bluetooth range of 10 meters. If, a big IF, it works, it may also work with the 100-meter bluetooth range.

When it was first suggested to me, I was skeptic. But when my co-members assured that it is possible, I conceded. An engineering teacher even suggested some ideas on voice transmission via bluetooth, which convinced me even more that we can do this.

I'm a little nervous about this. But I feel excitement too. I just hope that this excitement wouldn't be squashed when, just in case, we would realize at the worst possible time (like on the next semester) that the project is implausible. We, especially the skeptic I, would just have to stick with optimism and determination to fuel BlueVoice's successful development.

We still haven't written a formal project proposal, which is due soon. So right now I cannot really say that BlueVoice is it. But I do hope that we will be taking this one.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

First Day High! Kinda...

The countdown clock to graduation day has finally started to tick last Tuesday. I just really hope that the clock would end on time and would not delay. But our group still hasn't settled on a final project! At least we did narrow down our options.

No Automated Lumber Species Recognition. Image processing is a field too risky for us to experiement. We feel that a school year is not enough research time for such project. Actually, it would only take less than five months (which comprise the second sem) to program the software; the five months before that, which is this semester, are reserved for proposal and intensive research. Our grades are at stake here!

No Gunbound-like mobile game with networking capabilities. Well, at least for me. I don't want to venture into mobile application development. It's like everyone wants to take a mobile software project because cellphones, especially those MMS-capable, seem to be perpetually the "in-thing." Whatever...

No Sudoku puzzle mobile game version. It might be rejected by the moderator for being simple and not-so-challenging for a group of three. But we may toughen up the rules so that we would be forced to develop another algorithm to solve the puzzle.

But right now, we're poking the Automated Tournament Matching suggested by a Computer Center staff. I still don't know the details so I have to meet and discuss about it with this guy. I heard that the manual tournament matching is tedious, so automating it would be a delight to the slothful modern people. What can we do? The computers are invented to do our bidding and they are here to stay - and keep on upgrading to keep us sedentary.

I can feel school again! And it's not a good feeling. The first two school days has burned a lot of money for photocopying requirements. Ahhhh... the smell of photocopies fresh out of the xerox machine. I miss it. But I loathe it even more.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Blogthings Test

www.blogthings.com

Hey! This site is nice. I discovered this while I was really bored, surfing in Friendster. It's the Fourth Year enrollment day. I have to wait until afternoon for my freakin' scholarship form. Got nothin' else to do but wait. And I'm not patient!

So I tried to entertain myself by taking a few tests in this website. Some results were shocking and exagerrated. But some were kinda true. It's a good thing that the site generates an automatic code of each test result so I can post it here...

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WHAT'S YOUR RELIGIOUS PHILOSOPHY?

You are an Atheist

When it comes to religion, you're a non-believer (simple as that).
You prefer to think about what's known and proven.
You don't need religion to solve life's problems.
Instead, you tend to work things out with logic and philosophy.


The Truth: Wow! That's too much! I'm not an atheist. But I'm not religious nor even spiritual. Somewhere between. But I'm more inclined in believing in God because health studies show that believers, especially devotees, have longer life-span . The reason for this is perhaps not the existence of a higher being that rewards them with such, but more on the optimism that faith brings.

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WHAT'S YOUR MONSTER NAME?

Your Monster Profile

Creepy Professor

You Feast On: M&Ms

You Lurk Around In: Movie Theaters

You Especially Like to Torment: Vegans


The Truth: Creepy Professor? Why? I don't even have plans to be a teacher. I like M&M's. But I rarely go to the movies. We buy/rent pirated DVDs. The hell with anti-piracy morons! And I don't harrass vegetarians! I haven't even met one. I'm even considering to be one. In the far future. Hehe...

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WHAT'S YOUR JAPANESE NAME

Your Japanese Name Is...

Shigekazu Nanba


Reaction: Whatever...

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PENIS NAME GENERATOR

Your Penis Name Is...

Elvis


Reaction: Huh?! Why?..

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HOW SCARY ARE YOU?

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?


The Truth: HAHAHA! Of course I'm not scary. I'm a good boy. When you're nice, I'm nice. When you're a bitch, especially with annoyingly THICK lips, I'm a demon!

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HOW OPEN-MINDED ARE YOU?

You Are 72% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.


The Truth: 72% is not bad. I cannot be too liberated with some topics, like drug abuse, abortion and war. But at least I know and am proud for being open-minded, not like others I know. I noticed too that all of the narrow/close-minded people I've met (some of them are actually my "friends(?)") are really stupid! Stupid, stupid, stupid! DIE, stupid!

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HOW SINFUL ARE YOU?

Your Deadly Sins
Wrath: 60%
Lust: 40%
Sloth: 40%
Envy: 20%
Greed: 20%
Gluttony: 0%
Pride: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 26%
You will die, after conquering the world as an evil dictator.


The Truth: Wow. The statistics are kinda true. Anger/Hatred is my most intense sin. I throw it at lot of people. But I can easily forgive. But there are those who are unforgivable. And I wish them death...