Saturday, September 13, 2008

Fire

It was near noon when I arrived at the airport, which is in Pasay City. As I walked my first-ever steps in Metro Manila, I felt the unforgiving sun radiate this heat scorching my skin. It was like my skin cells were beginning to mutate into cancer cells and will continue unless I find a shady spot to hide. I didn’t get it. My hometown is closer to the equator, but the metro’s sun is harsher. But then I realized this is one of the most industrialized areas in the Philippines. And industrialization takes it toll from nature (the one that helps minimize air temperature). Ironically this is the Philippines’ land of milk and honey. That’s why I seized the first chance to get here.

After a few weeks, I managed to tolerate the crappy apartment where we were suggested to take residence, at least for the first month. Looking at the bright side, it is somehow at a walking distance from where my first job was, the Makati Central Business District. I was impressed with this particular area in Makati. There, Filipinos manage to obey traffic rules and avoid excessive littering, unlike in the outskirts of Makati City and in most of Metro Manila.

Despite of the apartment being conveniently located near my workplace, it is not worth it. It sits along Buendia and our room is just on the third floor. So the traffic brings noise and pollution through our windows. There were little cockroaches everywhere and rats foraging food from the garbage that piled up near the stairs . The lady guard and her minions were as revolting as the pests. She ripped off money from us at every chance she got. I wished this place had burned down (with no one else hurt, except the pests, including that lady guard, of course) before I came here so that we would have been placed somewhere else more sanitary.

Then the fateful day came. We were preparing our packed lunch in the room of one of our neighbors when I heard girls shrieking. I thought they came from a neighboring room where the female occupants were screaming because they’ve spotted another resident cockroach(s) or rat(s) (or God knows whatever other type of rodent that inhabited that hole). But then the screaming became louder - and frightening. I went out of the room and voila! – a sight to behold: girls wearing their pants and only bras as tops (they were obviously in the middle of dressing up for work/school when this happened) were running along the hallway towards the lobby, screaming “Sunog!” as black smoke began to form behind them. I couldn’t believe this would happen.

After several minutes of confusion, I found myself with several other residents and our belongings right outside and in front of the building’s main entrance. I don’t remember seeing and being embarrassed by curious onlookers from the traffic along Buendia. But I’m sure there were. It was a business day. We were supposed to be at the office at that moment, resuming our Voice and Accent Training. So one of my colleagues called the trainer to inform that we would be a little bit late because there was this room that almost got entirely burned due to the resident(s)’ recklessness in using their gas stove - and so we were really shaken. But actually the fire really wasn’t that bad. God bless that man who bravely put it out with an extinguisher. It just burned the little area where the gas tank was – where it almost burst into hellfire. Still it produced this thick dark smoke that instantly drove most of us out.

Representatives (a woman and a man) from the HR Department of my beloved first-ever employer, Citi, came to pay as a visit in the still-standing apartment building. They told us that of course we wouldn't have to go to training that day. The dark smoke was almost gone but its stench was still in the air. The HR people noticed it, and so everything else horrible in the apartment. They were especially stunned to see that the fire extinguishers were expired and that the fire exit was not safe. The HR woman called someone from Citi and I overheard her saying something like this over her cell phone: “We must move them out first. This place has terrible living conditions.”

For two days after that momentous occasion, Citi paid for our stay (for three rooms) in this very nice hotel called Oxford Suites, while the HR looked for another place for us. They found us this new, clean, fire-safe and secured apartment building in Guadalupe Nuevo that has a great view of the Makati CBD buildings, especially at night. From then on, we knew we were and would be well taken care of.

So the Fire was a blessing in disguise after all.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Unwritten

I stayed up until 3 AM last night reading and editing all the posts below that I imported from my Blogger account for the sake of making this Multiply profile have more content. The previous post was more than a year old. It was published few days before I left Zamboanga City. When I arrived in Manila, I never found the time or gusto (if there is time) to blog until now. I've removed blogging from my priority list considering all the stress for being a new kid in the metro and stress from my first job, which happens to be one of the most stressful jobs in the world – customer service - and for credit cardholders at that!


Rereading my previous blogs was entertaining. Not only do they show how immature sometimes I can get, it also brings back memories of college life with all its comfort – financial dependence on Dad, very light schedule, time for recreation and friends, safety of home… It just shows that I’m in a different situation now. Tiene gane yo sueldo pero iyo todo gasta to sustain myself. I spend eight hours (or even more if required) a day at work. I come home exhausted, so nothing else to do but rest or sleep as soon as possible. People around me are new so I have to socialize. And socialization is not exactly my forte. It’s harder now that I’m in a new workplace, though I already made some friends there. I did have close friendship with my teammates from my previous company. It broke my heart when I had to resign just because the call center is not for me. I just miss working with them because we still meet for movies, sometimes videoke, and especially si ta come apuera.


This past year was tiring. Hence there was no time for blogs. There were however somehow interesting events that have happened while I was still starting out here. There was fire, water, air and earth. Now I feel the urge to revive this blog and chronicle small hours of life, however mundane they would be. Just as I recollected the events I have already written, I can look back at the things yet to happen and how they would have changed me.


I shall start with Fire in my next post.



P.S. My Multiply website is not an altar for worshipping the Deadly Vices. I just want to point out that though human beings have the capacity (and encouraged) to be morally upright, we are cursed to err. There are no living saints. So don’t point your dirty finger at anyone. God knows where you’ve stuck it in.

Monday, May 07, 2007

Manny, Manny, Manny...

I will never be able to save myself from regularly blogging irregularly. Get it? Oh well, it's hard to break a habit.

For the sake of breaking the blogging silence, I am again going to talk about my beloved Manny Pacquioa. <-- I know it's misspelled, but I dont care! So he won his last boxing match again. I'm not surprised. Although his last opponent was by then undefeated while Manny had already lost four (not sure) times, the Pambansang Kamao had more wins and knockouts. Congratulations Pacman! I really mean it. By then I got tired of trash-talking about him. I felt the need to stop doing it 'coz it's immature, and it's not fun anymore. Everyone likes him. I think I was the only Filipino who by then hated him to death. I gotta give him credit for representing our country excellently in boxing.

But wait! What's this about Manny running for the Congress?! That's *&^#%@*&!! It's FPJ for politics Part 2! Manny is only for boxing!! It's his ONLY destiny! He can never be good for Congress!

I remember when he was interviewed about what he would do in the Congress if he wins, he remarked first that you don't have to be intellegent to be a politician; that what is more important is the passion to serve the people. And then he specifically stated his gameplan in the Congress: to listen to the bills that would be drafted by the other intelligent people in the Congress, and then vote for the bills that he thinks is good for his hometown, General Santos. Well, that's a job of a Congressman, but that's not his only task! The essence of being a member of the House of Representatives is to author or at least co-author a bill, not just to pretend to listen and understand the other congresspeople and vote for those he thinks is good for the country, General Santos in particular.

When rumors about Manny's plan to challenge the current Congresswoman of his hometown, political jokes about him being intellectually unfit for politics started to circulate. There was this comic strip in a national newspaper where a caricature of Manny was being interviewed by a member of the media. The reporter asked something like, "What can you say about Republic Act... (blah, blah, blah)?" And Manny's answer was something like, "Hello to my fans! Thank you for your support in the fight!" And then there were circulating text messages announcing that Manny was dead because of a politically motivated assassination. That was definitely a joke because unfortunately, he's still very much alive. But now, he's scared as hell that he even beefed up his and his family's security with more bodyguards. I now feel that there is a brotherhood of anti-Manny Pacquiao. Sign me up!

I will just say one thing about Manny pursuing a seat in the Congress: if he wins, I hope that God will destroy General Santos!

May the Philippines have not only an honest but also an intelligent election this coming 14th of May.

Monday, March 26, 2007

Commencement

A friend sent me a text message during the Baccalaureate Mass last Saturday. Aside from a congratulatory message, she also included in the message an insight about graduation day: Graduation is not the end. It is a beginning. That's why it is also called Commencement Excercise. Commencement means start - specifically the start of another journey, which is the journey towards a fulfilled life. That fulfilled life may include reaching the peak of one's chosen career path, a healthy, happy family that will actually last for a lifetime, or whatever one's deepest desires are.

Graduation, for an Atenean in particular, means leaving the nest of the Eagles so he can take flight and soar across the sky, which is what he is meant to do.

Well this Atenean would like to take a break for several months. I mean, even before the Mother Eagle kicked me out of her nest, I have been trained to fly non-stop for several hours for several times. My wings need a break from all the sleepless nights of finishing work for the thesis/research. Heck! I need a break from 16 years of schooling, from kindergarten to college. Two-month vacations between school years were not enough. I deserve to just lay around and savor nothingness for a while before I spread my wings and fly away from the warm nest to the cold and bitter reality out there. There would be hunters trying to shoot us Eagles down. But hey, we're above them. We can drop shit-bombs to distract them.

But for now, I need rest to muster all the energy I need for whatever career path I will choose. Honestly, I'm torn between a career in Software Engineering/Development and in the Call Center. Both are equally interesting for me. The Computer Science Department Head highly discouraged us from taking the Call Center path and encouraged us to pursue a job in a reputable IT company, which is most probably outside Zamboanga City. But the Call Center Outsourcing company called first and scheduled training this week (it just started this morning). Is it a sign that the Call Center is the path for me, or is it just a test of how much is my desire for a job as programmer, which I should ideally choose 'coz I'm a bachelor in Computer Science? Well, after the training, if ever I pass, I would be awarded with a certification proving that I am worthy to be a Call Center agent. I asked during a one-on-one interview with the trainer a while ago if the successful trainees are bound to pursue a career in a call center agency. He said that they are not. But he encouraged them to do so, as a sign of gratitude for the trainer. The training is free and they don't get profit from the trainees, even when they are already working as a call center agent. But they do get added points (figuratively) for their reputation whenever a call center agent trained by their company excels in work. So I am taking this training to prove if I actually have good oral communication skills as what I have included in my resume. Talk about taking advantage of free stuff...

Or, just like what my sister suggested, I can enroll again, in the same university, to undergo Special Program for Nursing... Nah! I hate the weird smell of hospitals and I think I would instinctively throttle disgruntled patients. But if ever I do enroll for SPN, I would choose WMSU over AdZU. I heard that WMSU has more competent Nursing professors and doctors than in my alma mater. Wait... I don't think we even have competent professors and doctors for the Nursing students in Ateneo - just Clinical Instructors. And I also heard that WMSU has a higher passing rate in the Nursing board exams compared to AdZU. And I also heard that there is a culture of cheating among the Nursing students in AdZU and I have heard that some CI's condone it. But those are just what I have heard. Heard! Heard! Heard! I have to enroll for SPN in AdZU to confirm these rumors. But as what I have said: NAH! I'll just give AdZU the benefit of the doubt. I have good friends who also graduated last Saturday with a degree in Nursing from the same university. I don't want to think that they just spent thousands of pesos just for a crappy Nursing education.

Why am I still typing!? I promised myself that I will be lazy as hell after graduation! Blogging requires typing energy let alone thinking energy. I have to stop now.

Monday, January 29, 2007

Another Resolution Goes Blooey!

So says Garfield to Jon when the latter once again put on pants with its back in the front. The fat cat's remark also goes for me - not for wearing pants like what Jon did, but for unfalteringly neglecting blogging. Oh well, New Year's resolutions are myths anyway. I mean, if you really want to change something, don't wait for New Year! Start now!

As for me, I don't think there is any resolution to late, irregular blogging. It's not in top 10 of my priority list at the moment, so this post is gonna be a short one. Actually, I should be stopping right now lest I will be late for my earliest class again.

Monday, December 25, 2006

Carol of the Bells

Hark, how the bells, sweet silver bells
All seem to say, throw cares away...

Throw cares away?? I just can't, not especially this very Christmas. So many things to finish. The thesis simulation application is not even half-finished. And considering that I'm doing the half of our group's thesis, I have just finished almost one-fourth of the entire thesis. I just hope that my other two groupmates are doing well.

And then there's still the schoolpaper layout, which I can't finish because of the lack of resources (articles, pictures, other important instructions), the Filipino-lifestyle-themed photography assignment for Humanities 101, and a freakin' PowerPoint presentation for Internet Technologies class. WAAAAA!!! Merry Christmas indeed!

Well, at least I'm enjoying programming the most important of them all, which is obviously the thesis, Chemical Bonding Tutorial and Simulation. As I've mentioned, I'm doing almost half of the system, which is the Simulation. I love OpenGL and my newfound programming language Visual Basic, designed for user-interface-oriented and lazy programmers like me. I just have to make sure that I'll not be too spoiled by VB.

What the hell am I still doing here?? I should be opening the VB workspace and work my ass off.

By the way, the following is my new favorite Christmas song, Thrice's revival of the "Carol of the Bells." It sounds mysterious and dark, which I like. Ironic for a Christmas song, huh? The video version I've found in YouTube shows Full Metal Alchemist clips. I like both the anime and the song, but they seem weird when they are together. There's not even something Christmasy in the video clips, except for the snow...


Saturday, December 02, 2006

The Very Christmas to Me

:( Ateneo Fiesta Week will be officially over by the end of this day. I have to refill my academic vehicle's tank with academic fuel so I can drive it, bringing this academic burden without dropping it lest I fail to reach the finish line that is graduation. *sigh* But hey, it was the start of December just yesterday! It's the month of Christmas! We have actually decorated just last week.

But honestly, I have not been excited and eager for this coming Christmas and also for the other Christmases during the past few years. Even though I've been receiving some gifts during this season, it doesn't feel like the Christmases in my childhood. I can still remember those times nearing December when I constantly ask my mother if it was Christmas season already. I just couldn't wait then to bring out the Christmas tree and all the other ornaments from their 10-month storage above the bedroom closet and release them throughout the house so that the spirit of the Holidays would manifest. But the college Christmases were... blaahh... Perhaps it's because there are no forced Christmas parties anymore, with manito-manita. Yes, they may be forced, but a classic Christmas party is one thing that makes me feel it's really Christmas. Kris Kringles were exciting 'coz you get to collect clues for who picked your name, and you also get to think creatively such that your mark is concealed in your gifts.

*sigh* Those childhood and high school Christmases were quite different from the past few Decembers, which were also the times when our old Christmas decorations were deteriorating, actually. We were not supposed to decorate for Christmas this year because we realized that we don't invite Holiday visitors anymore anyway. So who else would marvel at the decorations but us? However, my sister in the States sent us money and insisted us to spend it on new decorations. So there we go - a new Christmas tree around six feet tall, and some Christmas balls and other ornaments to hang around it and around the house. We also recycled a few old decorations that still look decent. But... they didn't revive the Christmas spirit. Hmmm... maybe the decorations cannot find the spirit's remains anywhere in the house.

Therefore, I would just have to look for and revive it myself, and attempt to feel each Christmas as the "very first Christmas to me." Reminds me of the hilarious 'Christmas Who?' episode of Spongebob Squarepants. I like the musical number in it, which fortunately is available in YouTube and is embedded below.

I wonder at what exact age I discovered the very first Christmas to me. I hope I wasn't as overenthusiastic and naive as Spongebob was during his.



It's shaping up to be a wonderful holiday,
Not your normal, average everyday.
Sounds like someone killed my old coral tree.
Spongebob, Patrick, why'd you do this to me?
The world feels like it's in loverly.
Go away before I harm you bodily.
This Christmas feels like the very first Christmas to me.
There'll be shopping, decorating, and plenty of snow.
Hey, Patrick, who's that under the mistletoe?
What? Who, me? Would you look at the time, I should go!
People seem a little more brotherly.
Here's a little something to you from me.
Even all the trash on Christmas it smells so sweetly.
This Christmas feels like the very first Christmas to me.
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la (x many times)
What do you want? Can't you see that I'm busy?
Step outside, we've got something for you to see.
Spongebob, take this stuff down immediately!
Chestnuts roasting and burned to the third degree.
Tonight things are as good as they seem to be.
A star on top will complete all the scenery.
This Christmas feels like the very first Christmas to me
This Christmas feels like the very first Christmas to me

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

The False Prophet

False prophets are sent by Satan to mislead people; to derail them from the path of righteousness where God calls them to constantly walk on. Well, Mr. Horned One will not be happy with my first job as a false prophet.

“All I say is thanks to the God…” said Manny stupidly when he was interviewed after winning his third match with the humbled Erik Morales, “Erik is big to me…” Get an interpreter or an English tutor, imbecile!

One of the Filipino commentators during a television coverage of their fight remarked that it was “a proud moment to be a Filipino.” Yes it was a proud moment for me too. But there is just a little pride in that ‘coz I find that same moment to be embarrassing too - more embarrassing actually. Imagine the Para sa ‘yo song was played for the entire coliseum to hear while Manny was approaching the ring. Sin verguenza! Erik Morales must’ve been giggling while he was listening to that. I remember El Terible commenting in an interview with Diane Castillejo that Manny’s singing was terible [as in Spanish for ‘terrible’]. Erik even mimicked Manny’s singing voice and it was hilarious! Erik sounded like a ghost saying “Ooooohooohoh,” or an old dog howling with a low tone after being hit by a baseball bat. It is really terrible… and terrifying… and embarrassing, at least for some people like me. Some Filipinos are Pacman-fanatic, considering Manny as a great singer. I have cotton buds at home for cleaning your ears, mga bingengat kayo! I remember Manny in a show being interviewed about his then upcoming concert. He joked, saying something like, “Baka mawawalan na ng audience ang ibang banda [Other bands may lose their audience].” The nerve of him, telling that joke! It wasn’t even a joke. A joke has a grain of truth in it. That wasn't a joke - it's an absolute lie! It’s blasphemy! A sacrilege of Truth! Crucify him!

But it’s too late. He won the fight. More will be deafened, corrupted by his crappy singing. And his new mansion will have a recording studio! This will be the shrine where he will inject subliminal messages in his songs – subliminal messages saying “Manny is f**king gorgeous! Manny is the greatest singer. He’s even greater than Sarah Geronimo. Let’s demand that he will sing the national anthem himself in all his coming matches. He is the greatest! Oh Manny, f**k me! Give me a bastard child like what you did to your mistress!”
In conclusion, Manny, I would like to thank you for winning this fight. You make me proud. *a trembling smile forms on my face*